The inevitables: seeking and grieving
When the things beacon you to change, to take action, from the middle of everyday's routine, it's your lukewarm youth sparks in you. When the most beloved one is gone, you suddenly see the ages you took in, and every gush of air you breathe out push
When the things beacon you to change, to take action, from the middle of everyday's routine, it's your lukewarm youth sparks in you. When the most beloved one is gone, you suddenly see the ages you took in, and every gush of air you breathe out push you closer to them. And you go on, for you're still alive.
I shared the saddest moment of Fitz, it was like the very last lifeline frayed away for him, and it's when the other torch lighted.
When the life in one shine, it demand touch, partner, experience, and challenge. It's youth. It's no more explanation needed for a change. The longing Skill up the hill and all the changing of sensation after Chade's visit marked this youth in Fitz, it's one of the best part.
When one passed these inevitables, and the struggles between loyalty and death, between diffirent levels of loyalty, so when all the tasks remained are done, one can face the end. The second most unforgettable part is the fading of Nighteyes. His desires and dreams still so strong, his yearning for a clearing summer morning and a perfect hunt in the wood, all the fresh and sweet senses of life of a wolf... Is the proud and content last howl of this noble warrior. He is not undefeatable nor young, but fight to the last for his pack. He has no match.
Why Robin left this bastard so lonely and so dishonored in every seeable corner, but the closet ones? there is never more than 7 of them, and they died one by one. And then you pondered, how important the reputation is to one man? If the truth is he is loyal and honest, strong and capable, do no shameful things but hurt himself, does he need more than just some friends know, only secretly?