Song Thrush Female. Taiwan

So Much to Tell You (after reading Peeling the Onion)
A piece of paper
is the only evidence for your marriage.
A piece of card
is the only care you give to me.
The scar on my face
is also the scar in your hearts.
My silence
is the punishment for all of us.

Sunlight
is so far away
Darkness
has covered the sky.
From the dark,
I see the true faces of people.
But I still can't understand myself
or you.

Do you hate me?
Because, it's me who sent you to the court?
Because, it's me who destroyed the life you had?
Even though you hate me,
I still want to talk to you

All the happiness,
Sadness,
Love and hate.
Oh! So much to tell you!