I'm the kind of person who has to to experience something physically, actually touch something, before I have a clear sense of it. No matter what it is, unless I seeit with my own eeys I'm not convinced. I'm a physical, not intellectual type of person.... I am not the type who operates thru pure theory or logic, not the type whose energy source is intellectual speculation.

Sometimes it takes too long, and by the time I'm convinced, its already too late. But what're you going to do? That's the kind of person I am.

As I run I tell myself to think of a river. And clouds. But essentially I am not thinking of a thing. All I do is keep on running in my own cozy, homemade void, my own nostalgic silence.